Wednesday, March 27, 2013

This is it guys. I know what I want to do!

I WANT TO BE RAPUNZEL AT DISNEY WORLD.

Guys, for real. That would be awesome. I would bring happiness to all the children who come to see me. I remember when I was little I saw Ariel in Disney world and I about died. 


Guys, it's gonna happen.  Maybe.  I'll probably forget about this idea in like 4 weeks, BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S TOTALLY GOING TO HAPPEN.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Quick Update on My Life

Well hey there stranger. I haven't updated you in about a month. Shame on me!

In that month, my health and relationship has gone completely crazy. First off, Brenden.

Look at how precious this is. We went to his fraternity Phi Kappa Psi formal.  We made a very good looking couple. Yeah, I know, he's adorable. Obviously an 11 on a scale from 1-10.


So he's pretty much a sweetheart and makes me super duper happy. I'll just leave it at that since this is the internet, obviously.

But my health has been in pretty bad condition.

Over spring break, Chrissy came to visit me. The night she left I was hit with a 102 fever. Which sucked. I couldn't sleep without waking up feeling like I just slept through a rain storm.  I just wanted to sleep naked but I couldn't because I was getting the chills.  The doctor told me it was just a sinus infection.  Okay, I can deal with that. 

My life. 

It was basically terrible.  I felt dead and I basically slept all day. And then the real crap hit the fan.  My face was swelling up, and I was turning yellow. Yes, yellow.  The whites of my eyes were the color of the Golden McDonald arches. And I was throwing up everything, including water.  So what do I do?  Google the side effects of my Z-pack, and I had every single side effect.  Back to the doctors.

They do blood work. 

"Oh yeah, you need to go to the hospital. You tested positive for mono." "EXCUSE ME?"
"Yes, a normal body has a pH level of a 2 for their liver enzymes. Yours are a 5.2."

So what happens? Rachel gets admitted into the hospital. Yes, what a blast. At least my symptoms were because I was actually really sick.  Stupid liver. 

I cried. I cried a lot. Mainly because my whole body was aching, but also because I was told I had to miss a week of school (I'm a nerd, I know.) And also because I had to tell Brenden that I had mono, the kissing disease. This was a test, because I did NOT want to get him sick. I already felt terrible as it is, and then I go get a cute sweet boy sick?  I got the trifecta. But, Brenden being the sweetheart he is, just told me he wanted me to feel better. What a nice guy.  I'll still feel bad if he gets sick.

So I was bed ridden, from the 5th of March to the 17th. I lost a whole two weeks.  I can't believe it's already almost April.  My hobbies in bed included naps, sleeping, watching a plethora of moves, and skyping Brenden and my friends at Ball State.  I lost human contact, and Megan Bereda ended up bringing me a puppet.  I became very close to that duck... we had some good conversations... I went crazy. 

So let's just say I wouldn't shut up when I got back to civilization. And it's said to say that I thought Muncie was exciting. That's how sheltered I had been.  But either way I've been getting more sleep and I've made a pretty speedy recovery.  I have to be careful until April 17th though.  Then I'm in the clear! Good thing that Lil' 5 at IU is April 20th.  

And Now, A Quote From "He's Just Not That Into You."

This is probably one of my favorite quotes, just because I'm the one of my friends that takes stupid chances and wants to fall in love and be happy. Granted, I don't say those three words to just anyone, but I am also the secret hopeless romantic of my friends. 

Gigi: I would rather be like that, then be like you.
Alex: Excuse me? What's that supposed to mean?
Gigi: I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.

That's pretty much how I feel.  I put myself out there and may get hurt occasionally, but right now I am the happiest I've EVER been.  Sure, something may happen to where I'm not happy with who I am with now, but then I go through a heart break and move on to find what makes me happy. Right now I don't see me being unhappy happening anytime soon, but I do acknowledge that it could happen.  That reminds me, I should put up a photo from the formal this weekend. 

Distance Doesn’t Matter, I Still Think About You All Day Long

"The distance doesn’t matter. It doesn’t erase you from my life. It doesn’t weaken your presence. It only makes you more important, more lovely, and more worth fighting for."